I can't believe it has been 6 months since i last posted something in my blog. But I do log in almost everyday to read the posts of blogs I follow. I don't know what happened..I just felt like I'm lost. Confusion devoured me. Honestly, being a stay-at-home wife and mother of three has taken its toll on me. It's not easy especially if you live in a place where you can't drive by yourself or go someplace else and run errands. If we were living in an open city maybe I wouldn't feel suffocated..but imagine waking up everyday to be greeted by walls upon walls. Even my kids have become time-disoriented.
Don't get me wrong, even with eyes closed I would lovingly and loyally take care of my family..my life revolves in it and I just love doing it. But there came a point in my life when I just wanted a personal niche for who I am- apart from being a wife and a mother- as my own person. Someone who is also financially independent or at least contributing something...
But if there's one thing I've realized in the process it's that I can never be me totally without the everyday drama of cleaning house, cooking, doing the laundry and all things in between. I still get sad every now and then but just by looking around thinking that my husband and kids are depending on me is enough assurance that yes, I am significant! =)
and with that, I want to share some photos from our short vacation in the Philippines...don't get bored, please...
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| enjoying nature..tree climbing is something they can't do here in Riyadh.. |
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| produce from our little farmland... |
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| our bonsai tree.. |
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| Rojan, our love. His wife, Bianca, died last year =( |
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| daddy Borgy and mommy Bubbles... |
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| babies...their feathers have grown by now and they are already out of their nest.. |
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| the love(s) of my life less one! =) |
p.s.. I miss waking up in the morning with the sun rays touching my face...
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